Mariah Carey - Breakdown текст песни

Verse 1:
You called yesterday
to basically say
that you cared for me
but that you're just not
in love
immediately I pretended to be
feeling similarly
and led you to believe
it was okay to just
walk away from the
one thing that's unyeildingly
sacred to me

Chorus:
Well I guess I'm trying to be
nonchalant about it
I'm going to extremes
to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm
slowly losing my mind
In the 'guise of a smile
gradually I'm dying down inside
My friends ask me how I feel
and I lie convinsingly
cause I don't want to reveal
the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
till I go home at night
and turn down the lights
then I break down and cry
Verse 2:
So what you do when
the one you're so devoted
suddenly just stops loving you
and it seems they haven't got clue
of the pain and rejection
it's putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
and sing I will survive
Do you lash out and say
How dare you leave this way?
Do you hold down in vain
as they just slip away

Chorus repeat

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