Mirthless Duration - A Bleak Corrosion текст песни

I'm thirsty for life
But all I taste is the thought of death
A liquid hell
So pleasing, yet she is ugly

This bitterness slides down my throat
And enters me
Her sweet warmth flows
Through out my body

I yell to him, "please let this end"
He replies, "No my son, put down that gun,
You still have more suffering to endure,
More false hope of love to embrace"

This is going to kill me anyway
It's my release to take away the pain
The loneliness I feel everyday
But it only lasts a little moment and then goes away

I can feel my body corroding from the inside
Oh God, how I just want to put a bullet in my head and die
What does it matter if I stay alive?
I'm not going to be with you in the after life